Days 158-165. Grandpa is dying.

My sweet grandfather. My very first love.

I am lost.

It can happen at any moment. I knew it already. I felt it coming.

As much as I’ve tried to prepare myself, I just cannot accept it yet. But I know I have to.

I know nobody will be on Earth together forever. Death is inevitable. There is no avoiding it.

I am relieved to have said the last words “I love you” to him. That is what is bringing me peace.

For now, I will pray that he is comforted and at peace, that his mind is clear and he may feel God’s presence with him throughout his final days.

He will never fully leave me. He is in my heart and I will carry him wherever I may go.

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